Happiest Moment Ever! :DD

Last night was 14 December 2011! you know what is so special about this date? haha. jeng jeng jeng. :)
Act, i was so damn happyy untill now. it is because haha. you know who is Nazim Othman? yeah, if you knw who is he good. but if you don't know, make know of it. hahah :P

The story begins like this ...
yesterday, i tweet with my lovely foster sister, Nurul Syamsinar Bt Syawal. :) haha. i said to her that i love Aaron Aziz and Nazim Othmann. and a few minutes later, he replied my tweet. what surprise me was he replied the tweet that i don't even mention him. you guys know wht did he replied? haha. wait. see

EykaSyfqh Nurul Syafiqah ♫ 

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@Nsyamsinar oh. haha. dh lah mls betul nk kah kah lagi. haihh.. Aaron Aziz, Nazim Othman! i love them! heheh :DD

10 hours ago 

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@NazimOthmannazim othman

@EykaSyfqh love u too :)

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SEE thatt? hehe. he replied love you too. K, im melting like ice right now.
seriously, i feel damn excited. because i've been admire him long time ago. :) K, angau jap. haha. Abg Nazim i really2 dh angau ni. haha.Angau kat Nazim Othman lupa Aaron Aziz, Adi Putra and all that. haha. 
btw, who ever didn't know who Nazim is. here is some photos of him. :)

              he is cute right guys and girls? hehehe :DD

ok, stop here. have fun guys and girls! heheh. i love you all. last but not least, I LOVE YOU NAZIM OTHMAN! :DD

The New of Me. =)

Hello there, long time i don't write in my blogg. hmm. actually, i don't have idea what to write here. :(
The new me? means my heart is not taken by anyone. which means i don't admire someone this time. :)
i feel great. act, i am kinda busy right now. SPM is around the corner. and mybe because of that, i think that i have to stop admiring people. just focus at my study first. :D
but lately, i am damn obses with Nada Cinta. its an indonesian story. mybe it is because that story is just the same like High School Musical. :)

Wanna see the new me? sure. hehe. nahh..

Hello there, i am Syafiqah. you can call me eyka. :)

 think thats all for today. Kbye people. :) i love you guysss. :DD

MY FEELINGG

heyyy. the reason i write in this blogg is because i feel like kinda hurt. Haishh.. why is it so hard for me to forget him? can anyone tell me? haihh.. and yess, now im avoiding him. and i have to do that but at the same time, i feel so damn hurt. >.<


Oh, god. help me. give me the strenght. Please. but at the same, i feel guilty towards him. you know why? it is because he is damn nice towards me. like he still talk to me. but i just ignoring him like that. -.-' He still tegur me. and why ehhh i feel so stupid. He does talk to me kan? and i just ignore him? like WTH?? zzZzz


What should i do right now? am i have to stick to my decision where my intention is to forget him? orr should i act like nothing happen or just befriend with him like before?  Ahh.. forget bout it. SPM is around the corner. i can't just always think bout him right? #kaybye. ==

Avoidingg.

Hello there! i think for so quite long time i didn't update my blog. its actually because i don't have mood to write here. and kinda busy lately. Okay, first of all i just want to say that im fine thank you. hahah.. 


my story within last month, hmm.. not much story i guess. busy with new tuition centre. and FYI, i just finished my monthly August test. -.- that was damn suck! ><


About my love story?!? err.. i don't have a love story. just a puppet love storyy. hum. the person that i admire now having his difficulty because of he is going to operate soon. so yeah im pity him. but somehow, i think this is the best way i can forget him.. he didn't come to school lately. so, i will take this opputinity to try to forget him. and even though it is hard enough, but i will try my best. and don't worry, its not your fault for not responding what i've tried to say. i know how your condition are. Its not that you are not important for me, just give me some space for me to forget you. And you are most important for me. 
So, what can i do now is just pray for you. andd hope the operation will be successful. i believe on you because you are strong enough. i know. :)

A day in Singapore. :)

3rd June 2011, the day i went to Johor Bharu for going to Singapore. :) i was like yeahh, im going to Singapore. its like unbelieveable. hehehe 


so, kita bertolak dari rumah on 8.00 o'clock. :)and reached there at about 1.00 o'clock. then, we check in into the hotel. Its just a low cost hotel. the aim is to save our budjet to Singapore. 


After done check in, we move on and we ate first at Johor. we ate just a simple food such as Nasi Dagang and Laksa Johor. we shared it. umm.. Yumm yummmyy. :D done with that, we get into the our car.




After a few minutes, we reach people's country, that is Singapore! hehehe. There, humm its not that cold but the weather is just the same as Malaysian. ==' its quite hot. Firstly, we went to the town. its just like KLCC. -.- the best thing bout singapore is their places are clean. They all throw rubbish into the dustbin. and i love thier diciplinary. 


We went to the town so called Orchid Road. There, we ate some ice-cream. umm.. i love that! And some photoshoots are been taken. here are the photos. 

 After done yumming ice-cream, we went into the shopping complexes. Ngee~ we just can saw it but can't buy it. know why? its because the stuff are very expensive. we can afford to buy it. so, we just take pictures there. :)

Then, we went to Arab street for a dinner.. we ate "murtabak" and Nasi Beriani. =) heheh. nice. i love the murtabak. especially the chicken murtabak. i have those photos but too lazy to put it.


At night,we just jalan around the Singapore and yeah kinda tiring. but its fun! Had much fun there! ^^

Its June! ;D

Wow! how time flies fast! its already June! The day of SPM is nearer. Okay, im scare about that. Because i think i'm not ready yet for that. :/ Eyyy, What's interesting in June yea? Nothing maybe. Just a boring month. April's and May have gone. April is my favourite month.


Its school holidays right now. Planning a vacation? hmm.. mama said that we are going to Singapore this Friday,3 June 2011! Me and my family are going to enjoy it. hope so. Firstly, my family had planned a vacation with our cousins. but its all cancle. because of i don't really know. so, lastly, we go for the vacation for our own.


Holidays.? Grrr.. many homework. so called "cuti terancang". Hate it. Plus with the folio's! Arghhh.. can we have a sweet holidays without the homeworks? Can we? I guess its all for right now. :)

Guilty Feelings :(

Okay, i hate this feeling! bencinya.. humans. always make stupid mistakes. and yes. i did it! Err. -.-
i know that im fault. Please, forgive me. :( PLEASE!
okay, why am i feel like this? i haven't like this before. :/ Grr.. this is my weird feelings. I cried for the whole day just because of this guilty feelings.

Actually, i already ask for him to forgive me. but why am i still feel guilty? ke saya yang lebih-lebih.?? mybe saya tak layak diamaafkan kan? Its okay lah. saya akan hidup dalam rasa bersalah jek. Thank You lah.
what can i do now is hope that he will forgive me.. ;(

Over All of My Life.

Heyyy, i really-really need to write here, in my blog. its confuse me. i hate this! why am i always have to feel this kind of feelings which i don't like it so much. :((


Yesterday, hmm.. i chat with my friend so called "bagaimana". Guess wht? he called me Darling? HAHA! he called me like that when i chat with him. xD. Its my feeling. why am i feel lke sometimes, i like him but sometimes i feel like i didn't like him. When i feel i like him, i would tell people that i like him. but if no, i would tell that i didn't like him. -.-


Okay, back to the main topic. my life? hmmm.. it is very complicated if i tell it one by one. Every day i feel sadness is more than happiness. The sadness which lead to cryness. and started to blame me, myself and other that are innocent.. sorry for that, guys. :(


But, i love my family which are very kind and love me very much. :) I love them. They motivated me and give me a new spirit when i feel give up. and they are also the place where i   tell they about all my problems. Anyway, i love you Mummy, Abah, Amani, Luqman, Syaqira and Syamsinar. Sheena, i love her like my own sister. Remember that, Adik. :)
That's all i guess. Byee. ;)

Awhh.. i love you guys! Thank you yea! :D 
I love you all till the end of my life. :)

Jalan-Jalan Cari Makan. xD

Today, 28 May 2011, was the day i went to Pavillion, Kuala Lumpur. ohh.. i didn't went there for so long.. I'm glad that i was reached there just know. HAHA! We went there, just to celebrate mummy's b'day and mum and dad's anniversry. we went and ate at TGI Friday. what an expensive restaurant. :O HAHA i ate something like a garlic bread. its so delicious! yummm. and im bloated! =.='


After finish eating, we just walked around in the building. i just can see. but can't buy it. =.='
too sad. then, we stop at Baskin Robin and ate some ice-cream. awhh.. i love that! The best part is we went to a shop that have ipad, iphone 4, iMac, and ipod! hahaha
love the ipad and the iphone 4! such a smart one! :D We went to phone shop too. awhh. :)
i want the Xperia Mini. Please. can i? if i ask my mum, i know what is the answer. The answer is NOO!! >.< then, we watch justice league's show too. awhh. that was great. :D


Over all, i love today's activities! Thank You, Mummy and Abah! 

Worriness.

You know what am i feeling right now? i feel so sad! i had just received a bad news. and i've cried after heard that news. it is freaking sad. because it is the person that i love. T.T


but im not sure whether what he said was true or he was just fooling around me? but he seem serious. Ya Allah, please help me. i love him. he is important for me. whatever it is, i have to be strong. i will pray for you. Allah tidak pernah tidur. Saya yakin Allah akan mendengar doa umat-umatnya. Saya akan selalu mendoakan dia. Just, be strong. :)

27 May 2011 (Hari Guru Celebration) =)

Firstly, i thought of not going to the school for the hari guru celebration. But i change my mind as i knew that my lovely sister go. As today school is only on one session that is morning session. :) 


As i reached the school, grr.. its raining. and we have to naik 1st floor. yea because its raining lah kan? and the most boring things is we have to hear all the teacher's ucapan. Grr.. dah lah panjang-panjang. -.-' but the most interesting part is all the performers! Awhh. all is the best! :D Especially the band! The Drummer, Gan! You are really awsome.. Great performers you all. 


After the recess, i went came nearer to my sister! and we were just talking, talking and talking. :) awhh. And im talking much with Rusydi too. Aww.. miss that momments! :D 


Loitering with sheena and Rudy is the most happening thing. Rudy haha.. he is always following me and sheena from the back. Rudy, awhh.. he said that i'm cute. Thank youu, adik.. 


The conclusion is, today was the awsomest day ever! thank you everybody!
thank you rudy, sheena and banyak lagi lah. Oppssyy, i forgot to say something. Happy Teachers day to all my dear teachers. I love you (but not all lah) :P

26052011! :)

Today is Thursday. The day we was free from the examination. :) and the teachers didn't enter our class! So, we were 'HUHAHUHA!' And me and my friends were just talking nonsense when we were in the class. Hahaha.. and today is also the day that i received my science exam's paper. yeaa. i only got A. its not enough for me though. -.-' 


When we were in the class, many funny stuff happen there. Awhh. Jasper AUUU. HAHA so called 'Alien' because of her weirdness. :P I just said to him that he is weird. and suddenly, he came nearer to me and he whispered "Im an Alien" Grr.. -.- 


Awhh. HS! :D he suddenly came to me and my friend. He tell something bout uhm.. i can't remember what he did told us this morning. =.=' He saw the stikers that he gave me. i stick in on my calculator. I said to him. cute kan? HAHAH! I don't know whether he use or not the present that i gave to him. Hehe.. Ehh, He is so sweet without the specticals. :D Thank you for making my day way better. :)

The Person That I miss the Mostt!

ehh, you know what? i feel like i always wanna write in my blog. My feelings is now okay, i miss many people right now. that is my own brother whom is at the asrama. :'( and i miss my adik angkat, that is Sheena. Oh, i miss her. she is nice and prettay too. :D Every time i got a problem, i told her everything and later i feel fresh! Awwhh. :) since cocuricular are finished, i can't meet her again as she is schooling in evening session. :'( and im in morning session. damn sad lahh. T.T
3rdly, i miss my silly friend, that is Ruuuddd. HAHAH! we just having a liltle bit chit chat but he has to go back home. and i pity with his condition right noww. he's accident bcuz of riding a motorcycle.
Lastly, i miss my bestfriend. lately, she can't always online bcuz of her laptop was missing or something like that. now, she is using her dad's lappy. HAHA! I MISS youu lahh. And last but not least, i miss my special one so called "Bagaimana" HAHAH! i will be missing him during the school holidays. Erghh.. That's all i think. :D

Friendship or Love?!?

Hey ya! i think its kinda long time i didn't update my blogg! as i was in stressed condition that was examination dayy. -.-'
Tell you what?? Why is the title is friendship or lovee? it is because im in complicated feelings right now. T.T
Act, lately, i am closed with a guy. since he disturb me by saying to me about someone that i likes before. starting from that, we became close. and im just kidding at what im telling him. Then, once my b'day arrived, he gave me a present and i feel like he appreciate me. and i feel like i should give him something too on the day of his b'day and yeah i gave him a wallet. and i can't believe that he liked it!
And you know what? i feel like i likes him. but i don't really know bout that. And i didn't realise that while im being friend with him there is a special feelings towards him. Omgod! =.='
but i think its better that we just be friends. because i know he would not have that feelings towardss me.
so, im not hoping at all. What for hoping for someone whom are not into me right? HAHA. but im happy be friend with him! Hey, thank you yea! :D

13 May 2011! :)

Guess what is the day of this date? Gahaha.. it is the day of my besties's birthday! :D
but it was bad that his birthday was the day of examination. Yea. but its okay. the story is like this.
On the bright Friday morning, i just came to him and said "HS!, Happy Birthday!" At the first, i thought i wanted to give him the gift but when i think back it will be okay if i give him after the exam which means after finish school session. :P

The Exam was over. and the bell already rang! Its shows that the school session was over. At that time, i was sat for Pendidikan Islam paper that was not really hard.. After a few minutes, i was waiting for him to get out from the class but he even spent more time in the class. Arghh. so, i decided to go towards him and yeah i go near to him! i said to him that i have somthing for him. then i was thinking to wish him again. but he then terus said thank you thank you and thank you, syafiqahh. and he also said that he thinks that i am not going to give him a present. but i said i just forgot to give it. Lastly, he said to me like this "I Love You, Syafiqah"
Omgod! i was just schocked at that time. he said that words to me? is it true? o.O and i just said back to him. " Aww.. i love you too. :)"
I was just blushing after he said like that! and was smiling towards myself. he already make my dayy. Hahaha.. even though that was his day of birthday. Thank you again, HS! I Love Youuu! :D

The Happiest and Memorable day ever!!

Hey, its 26 of April alreadyy! and it is my special dayy! :D that is My Birthday!
here i tell you the story what happend when the day of my birthday. :)
Firstly, when i checked my phone, i have received text massages from my friends. And they all wish me Happy Birthday! Im so happy. Then, i went to school. The first person wish me is my best friend, that is Sherry Mellisa Bt Iskandar Ng. hahaha.. And and suddenly, came a guy, also my best friend, wish me on the day of my birthdayy! He is so sweet! After he wish me, he treat me by giving biscuits. =) Nahh. even though it is just a biscuits, but i appreciate it so much! and i said Thank Youu, Tee How Sen!! I'm happy bcuz of him!

During recess, hamizah wish me then my lovely sister, Nurul Syamsinar bt Syawal, also wish me! After her, Wei Kang. but his wish kinda weird.and so on. Ahahaah. =.=" Untill school time finish, He wish me again. So sweet right? Ahahah.. At night, its kak Nasha's turn to wish me! and i love her wishes. Thank Youu, Kak Nasharina bt Nazlan! Thank Youu all my bestiest! I lovee youu! <3

Thank You for the gifts! :D

                                                                                            

That is my feelings on the day of my special day! :)

    

Sad, Awsome Day Everr!! :O

Hello there..
uhmmm.. today's tittle kinda weird right? its all about today's story, dat is surprise party for my brother, Muhammad Aqil Amani whom will pindah sekolahh. and at the first, my adik angkat. she shaked hand with my brother and tears came out from her eyes.. and im cried too. :( Then, someone make me feel more sad. he sang song dat make my tears can't stop. err... Rusydi!! Ahahahah.... even though he's make me annoyed but i love him like i love my own brother.. :D and i feel like pitiying him and i asked him a question. and i asked that question to him and he had answered it. and i feel much more better. and he is kinda sweet bcuz he help me angkat my brother's stuff. =.=" dat are so much of it! padahal i can angkat it but he's willing to help. so, what can i do? bhahahaha.. and we loitering at the pondok beside bilik kaunseling. We ate cake that are bought by Syahirah Iman. Thank youu. It was delicious. :D and thank youu Nurul Syamsinar. :) And Muhammad Rusydi too. :D even he memalukan me but it was fun kejar2 with him actually. Sayang all of youu.. And tak lupa Muhammad Aqil Amani. LOVE ALL OF YOUU!!!!
You all make my day wayy better. =)

Problems settle! Congratulation, Eyka. =)

Heyy, can i share something with youu guys? i feel kinda bored plus i feel like miss someone.. i like him. but i don't love him. and and i ask my senior, why did i felt like this, and she said that i've complicated feeling which means dat im crushing with him. and i said is there any different between crush and love? the answer is YES.
Love means like we love all parts of him. not only because he is good looking. dats what she said to me. and Crush means like we only admire him because of his appearance means like we like to see his face because he is cute, handsome and so on.. and crush will not feel as hurt as love and tidak bertahan lama. At the first, i dunno whether im in love or it is just a crush. but now i think i know the answer alreadyy. :) and im happy with it..
Hope that this feeling will stick like this. because i don't want to be hurt anymore. thank youuu. ;D

Sweet Momments Ever! =)

On the 12th of April dat is Tuesday, i was been gave a birthday present. ;D aww.. he is so damn totally cute. Even thought he just gave me stikers, but i was so gratefull and i appreaciate it very much. and and the stikers are totally cute. at the first, i was blurr because suddenly my friend gave the stikers and i thought dat he is giving dat stuff without me paying. and i was like. "huh?" lastly, my friend said dat he bought that stikers for me and i was so surprised. :O and as i asked him, he said that the stikers is my birthday present. And that's why im wondering why is he taking so long looking at the stikers. =.= He's innocent and i know dat. kesian dia. and then i just said to him thank youu, and he gave me the present too early but he said nevermind laa.. :O
Anywayy, im still keeping his present and aww.. terharu lahh. Ahahaha... Thank You again, H.S.N ;D

School's Programme and Abah's birthdayy celebrationn (2nd of April 2011)

Today is Saturday, and and i had to go to school for program simulasi ibadat haji. its only for muslim students.
and i bought my camera. to captured all my friends photos and yes i did captured them! hahaha. but but ada jugak yang i've not captured my friends pic. so bad right??! err.. :/ 
And im so damn happy bcuzz of a guy that i miss him so much ada during the programme. =) I have not seen him for a long time ago. it is bcuz he was sick few days ago. And and i saw him this morning and i lambai2 him sambil smile at himm. =) and he lambai me and senyum to me too. aww... he's cute! Then, during the practical, my brother's friend disturb me. and and he said that im cute. aww.. so sweet. i just reply. " aww.. thankss. ;D"
After the school's programme, i went to Temerloh, Pahang. :) we went there to see how was the Sbpi Temerloh's school.. and from my observation, the school was okayy lahh.. selain nak jenguk dat school, we celebrate aabah's birthdayy at Temerlohh. We ate KFC. Yummyumm. hahahahhh.. as the cnclusion, im very2 happy todayy. =D
Here are some pictures at my school with my fellow friends. :)

New Chapter Of Mylife. =)

kenapa this year i like to said all my fellow friends cute? haaahhhh..
semua yang saya kata cute. My adik angkat, kawan2. and semua lahh. :)
Especially si HS. dia cute sangat. and and he like to kacau2 me. and i love if he disturb me.
Mybe i can forget him because of HS. or mybe bcuz im too busy with my life this year.
he's my new friend this year. he started disturb me when he know dat i love Ratt. Hahaha.. but now im not love himm.. i hope tahun ini will be my sweet year with all my friends. =) Love Youu All.! Muahhh.. xD

Nothing special about Him anymore. :)

Hello. its quite long time i didn't update my blog. sorry bcuz im kinda lazy to update it. Hahha.. Talk bout Him.
hurmm.. i didn't know why now, my feelings towards him are gone. i don't love him anymore. or mybe selama nih i just want him to be my friend. I'm not have a deep feelings towards himm. but but, his brother doesn't know bout this. I don't want to tell him. I'm bad ya right? i know it. ;(
i don't know why the feelings are gone. Mybe bcuz i don't think bout him anymore. Hahaha.. I'm happy with my life now. Enjoying with my lovely friends. Love my familyy. =)

Its no title for this post but its kinda mix feelingg. =p

Todayy, why am i feel like i'm missingg him damn muchh? Maybe because today i was not communicate with him. Just saw him and doingg nothinngg. And i miss R _ _ YYY's brother also. Haihhh.. and he's nt wavingg his hand to me and he's not smile at me. butt its okayy lahh. cuz we're just friend and will be friend sampai bila-bila. And he will not know dat i'm in love with him. But i dunno la if he knew dat i've feelingg towards himm but whereas we are onlyy can be friends. But i love his attitude now rather than his attitude beforee thiss. hehe..
He's caringg. Ohhh Myy... Goddyy Sayaa dahh angauu agakknyaa.. hishh.. Jangann lahh. :X

I'm in lovee!

heyyy, i'm really2 in love right noww. :D
ya it started when he is keep appearing infront of me and i hate it so muchh.
but the hate feelings now change into lovee. and Omgod i love him backk? The truth is he is the person that i had admire before this. As i could say that he is my first love even though we are not couple..
And now, as his brother knew bout this, his brother like want to help me by givingg his number to me. =)
And he is asking me to texting with his brother and finally i'm textingg his brother. :D
And i just said to _ _ _ _ that "can i be your friend?" and i would not expect that he will reply my massage. As i checked my phone, one text massage received! And as i read the name, it was himm!! Like Omgod.. i'm so surprissedd. =D and he said "Yes, we can be friend. but who are youu?"
At the first, i really2 scared to tell him who i am. Lastly, i do told him that im Syafiqahh... And yea, we are now friend.
Startingg from being friend, he now wavingg hand to me and do sumthinn dat make me smile. And aww.. i can't erase this smile even every single of minutess. I love to see his smile. it make my heart melt. awww...;)
Got 1 day, im from library, then the bell are already ringging. it means we have to get back to our class. and i saw him. and im not expected that he saw me too. I thought he was goingg to his class already. suddenly he stop and look at me. and im smiling towards myself. ( Crazyy rightt?) Ahahaha.. I'm happy with my life noww. :D

Its All About Him,him,him,him!! ;)

hey there, it had been so long i've not posting anythinn here right??
Now, as im in happy mood, i will postingg bout my sweet momments with all of youu. =)
aww...i'm so in love wif himm!! i dunno why i've been textingg him. and he replied all my massage..
At the first, thanks to my lovely friend. It is bcuz she said to his brother that im his sister in law. and from that, he started knew dat i've been admire his brotherr. And he is wiling to help me. Omgod!! am i dreamingg? Ahahaha.. firstlyy, i've been thinkingg, should i text him or noo. but lastly, i feel like better i text him. Then, lastly, we are friend right noww. =)
Andd aww.. he is soo sweet! He wavingg his hand to mee. and ohmagawd! i really2 can't believe it.
He is also turn back just to see me. and i'm senyumm sorang2. like crazy personn. Ahahahaha...
I hope i will be happy like this sampai bila-bila. =D

Funnyy and blurr situationn.. :/

Blurr situation is when he's always appear in front of me. when i'm nt hopping dat he will appear infront of me.

when im searchingg for me to see him or when i want him to appear infront of me, he don't appear infront of me. dats why im saying dat im in a blurr situationn.

And the funny situation or should i said momment i think, is when if ternampakk his litle brother. Ahahaha.. lovee to see his face. its nt bcuz of i have dat such of lovee feeling towards him. its bcuz his face is funny actually. hahaha.. he's nt as handssome as his bro. but he's funny.. :D 

Anyway, i will nt hopping dat he will lovee me cuz it will make me hurt. So, i just cn be his friend mybe if he want la. :)

Complicated Life!!

It had been 1 months i've started school as i'm in a long holidays. Since 2011, many things happend to me.
As example. i dunno why this year, the person dat i've really lovee him before, love to appear infront of me.
At the first, i felt like OMG. why la he is always appear infront of me. Felt likee so boringg cuz every time or should i said every minutes he appear in front of me. and i've hate him before actually.
But now... dat hate feeling are gone. whyy? i dun really know bout it. what i know now is, i can't hate him.
everyone said to me dat he loves me but i know he wouldn't lovee me at all.
But whyy? why is my feeling diffrent like when i'm in Form 2? why am i nt lovees him as crazy as i'm in form 2??
I'm in complicated feeling now. Someone!! please help me. ;(