MY FEELINGG

heyyy. the reason i write in this blogg is because i feel like kinda hurt. Haishh.. why is it so hard for me to forget him? can anyone tell me? haihh.. and yess, now im avoiding him. and i have to do that but at the same time, i feel so damn hurt. >.<


Oh, god. help me. give me the strenght. Please. but at the same, i feel guilty towards him. you know why? it is because he is damn nice towards me. like he still talk to me. but i just ignoring him like that. -.-' He still tegur me. and why ehhh i feel so stupid. He does talk to me kan? and i just ignore him? like WTH?? zzZzz


What should i do right now? am i have to stick to my decision where my intention is to forget him? orr should i act like nothing happen or just befriend with him like before?  Ahh.. forget bout it. SPM is around the corner. i can't just always think bout him right? #kaybye. ==

Avoidingg.

Hello there! i think for so quite long time i didn't update my blog. its actually because i don't have mood to write here. and kinda busy lately. Okay, first of all i just want to say that im fine thank you. hahah.. 


my story within last month, hmm.. not much story i guess. busy with new tuition centre. and FYI, i just finished my monthly August test. -.- that was damn suck! ><


About my love story?!? err.. i don't have a love story. just a puppet love storyy. hum. the person that i admire now having his difficulty because of he is going to operate soon. so yeah im pity him. but somehow, i think this is the best way i can forget him.. he didn't come to school lately. so, i will take this opputinity to try to forget him. and even though it is hard enough, but i will try my best. and don't worry, its not your fault for not responding what i've tried to say. i know how your condition are. Its not that you are not important for me, just give me some space for me to forget you. And you are most important for me. 
So, what can i do now is just pray for you. andd hope the operation will be successful. i believe on you because you are strong enough. i know. :)