Hello February! :)

how time flies fast! its already February! and it is the month of love. the starting of this month, hmm its not that good :( last night, abg text me and wrote that he feel useless now. he said all people that he love doesn't love him, he is useless and etc. and i was like. ok, suddenly cry. and yeah, i did cried last night. i cried bcuz i can't see him like this,. he is the only brother that i have. i don't have other brother. i think he need to be alone. and i don't want to disturb him. when i asked him why is he behaving like this. he won't tell me. how can i help him? haihh. abang2, if you are like this, i feel so damn weak. bcause you make me feel strong. what can i do now is just pray to god that he will be better. and he will always love me. lastly, I LOVE YOU, Abang :)

240112 :)

Hello people! :)) so, whts so special bout that date? Act, 24 of Jan is the happiest day in my life. that is i went out date with my lovely foster sister, Syamsinar :) we went to IOI. we just walking around the IOI. we did nothing much. but so much fun okay! just chit chatting no matter where we are :D The best of the best part is when we talk about abg. and suddenly abg text me. wahaha. i bet that he knew that i am talking about him that time. haha. we were in the IOI from 12.05 untill 5.30! thats was so long right? hehehe :3


As i reached home, i received call form Abang! before he call me, we've been texting first. and i never thought that he will call me. i thought that he accidently press the call button. but my thought were all wrong! he did wanted to call me. and yeah. we were on the phone. the funny moment when i heard his voice. it is totally like frog's voice. haha. but that is not his true voice. act, he is having sore throat. haha. pity himm! :pp


so yeah. i think thats all for todayy. will update later. thanks for reading people! i love you all :*

Two Sweet Foster Brothers! :D

hello dear blogger! :) so i am here to write something bout my current life. yeahh not too fun. but still my life is in happyy condition. ;D Act, i've already have a lovely foster brother and a new lil foster brother. i tell you wht. they were awesome! glad to know them. lets talk bout Abang! yeah. abang. he is damn perfect guy. he is cool, kinda good looking and etc. :) He is caring too. andd too talkative. he's great and he is yeah like i said just now. PERFECT! He is now working. damn busy until i can't even text him when i feel bored. have to wait text form him then we can text each other. and yeah, he is my abangg! Thanks for the careness, abang, i love you so much! xoxo :*




lets talk about my new lil foster brother. act, i miss him damn much. for so long we didn't text each other. it is because he is damn busy. but i understood that he will sitting for a big examination for this year. so, i don't have the right to disturb him right? but i can fall sick if he still doesn't text me. i hope that he will topup and text me soon. will wait for him. :)


At last, i feel so much thankfull bcuz they make me happy. :D thanks once again. will not forget them until the last of my breath :) so, bye people! ;D

LIFELESS -____-

well, hello people! long time no see right? the reason i write is i feel boring much. grr. Naah. back to the topic.
and yeah i feel so lifeless right now. :/ know why? it is bcuz i miss someone. and yeah i can't tell you here right? Act, lately i've not been receive message from the person that i love much. and i feel freaking sad. like seriouslyy. haihh. We've been texting before this but now he's busy. but nevermind. i knw he's busy. i don't want to disturb himm. and now i feel wanna cry. someone. can you'll try to make me chill? if you can. -.-

HAHAHA. btw, talk bout him. hmm. he's nice and kind too. that make me fall in love with him. but i can't be in relationship with him. know why? bcuz he has somebody else. yeahh. its ok. just be friend with him is more than enough i guess. he's my dream guy y'knw. i hope for someone like him for me. insyaAllah ;)
i really hope that i can forget him. because i don't deserve him. so yeah. i am ok i guess. will write again later. byeee :)