tired!

hey blogger! today i write again here. yeahh. also about my bf. aku tk tau kenapa. kita asal gaduh sajaa. dh baik gaduh, dh baik gaduh. hari tu gaduh pasal abang. and now sbb dia terasa apa yg mummy talk bout him. thats why la aku tk nak bgitau dia pasal ini. hmm. tp dia ckp jgn nak rahsia dgn dia. so, aku bgitau je lah. then, benda jadi mcm ini.. dia terasa about mummy ckp dia tk pndai lah. dia mcm jahat lah. haihh. sabar je lah aku. apa boleh buat? dh dia terasa. and nasib lah aku dpt bf yg kuat terasa ni. hmmm. hari ni sepatutnya hari yg bahagia buat aku but lain pulak jadinya. sbr je la. now aku nak biar je dia. malas lah nak pujuk ke apa ke. sbb apa2 mesti dia nak merajuk and lastly aku kena pujukk. haihhh. okayy, thats all for today i guess. byee :)

Stupid things i ever did! :(

hello dear blogger! hari ni aku nak tulis dalam bahasa melayu lah :) hmm. today? hati aku sakit gila ya allah, serious. tk pernah aku rasa mcm ni. BF aku sendiri sakit hati dgn aku cuma sebab aku tweet about abang angkat aku sendiri. tapi ini salah aku jugak kan? dah tau dia jealous dgn abang angkt aku lagi nak tulis pasal abg. hmmm. aku terseksa mcm ni ya allah. sampai bila lah dia nak marah2 aku lagi ni? dah mintak maaf dh. tp dia abaikan aku. :( so, what should i do right now? sabar je lahh. dia kuat jealous. and i think i should understand that from earlier. hmm and i promise, takkan cakap pasal abang lagi. please, maafkan saya? saya sayang awak sangat2 tau takk. maafkan saya please? dah lah esok result SPM keluar. haihhh. sabar je lah. i think smpai sini saja kot. will tulis again later on. :)

15/3/2012 :D

hye there! long time didn't write here right? know wht so special bout that date? that day was the i couple for the first time. and that guy that i love named Adam Qusyairi B Faudzi. and yess, i admit it i love him so fucking damn much! and i am lucky too actually bcuz i have him in my life. :) he loves me so much! and and this is first time i've been in a relationship, it means he is my first love. :) and yeah! i am happy with him. :D

Happy moment and unbelieveable!

hey dear blogger, i am kinda miss ya. hihi :D i feel damn happy actually. thats why i am willing to spend my time writing at this blog. :D act, i did told him about my true feel. and alhamdulillah, he has the same feel as me. :) and the truth is i can't believe this at all but this is the reality. wake up, ika!! haha


today, 3/3/2012 at 2 a.m. - suddenly he start conversation with me. and act that time i feel so much hurt. aww. like kena tikam. haha :/ know why? it is bcuz ada lah this one guy kan. okay, i thought that he likes me. bcuz that that he tak habis2 puji me and always tweet with me. and i feel like i like him. haha. omgod, i love 2 people at the same time. k, i feel really bad! ><' satu saya suka bf org. and satu lagi he's single. ok, tamakkan aku? -.- haha. thn, lastly i tell him the truth. i tell him about my feel and aku rasa lega gila. thnk you allah. :) and rupanya, dia jga suka saya. k, syok sndiri. hahah


and you know wht, this is first time the person that i love have the same feel as me. ya allah, bahagia gila. aku tk pernah rasa happy smpai mcm ni. but i don't know why suddenly i feel guilty towards his gf. grr. rasa mcm rampas boyfiee org je. saya jahat saya tauu. kbai -.-'' nevermind. i feel happy if he is happy. so, if dia jodoh aku, aku terima. if dia bukan jodoh aku, aku redha dan ikhlas. sekian. :)