sad news :(

 hey dear blogger! i miss writing here. :) and im now to write something bout my abangg.
Act, i feel a bit sad knowing from his lil bro that he maybe suffering from a heart disease. He found a letter from a hospital saying that he will be operate soon. but abang doesn't fill the form. hmm. i hope that all this is not true. i hope he is okay and not having any serious disease. please ya allah, i really really love him. i don't know what will happen if he's gone. because he is my strength. and he is the one and only foster brother that i have. if he's gone, how am i going to survive? i love him like i love my own family. serious. :)) i think wht can i do now is just pray and prayy to god. hoping that he will be finee. ya allah, please jauhkan dia dari segala penyakit. kerana aku sangat sayang dia. 


i've asked him already whether is he having any disease or not but he seems like don't wanna answer. that make me feel even worried. and lastly, he just said sorry to me. and when i asked sorry for what? he just said ntg. just sorry. hmm. i hope he's okayy. aku akan terus berdoa utk dia. ya allah, kuatkan aku untuk hadapi semua ni ya allah. Amin.