Its June! ;D

Wow! how time flies fast! its already June! The day of SPM is nearer. Okay, im scare about that. Because i think i'm not ready yet for that. :/ Eyyy, What's interesting in June yea? Nothing maybe. Just a boring month. April's and May have gone. April is my favourite month.


Its school holidays right now. Planning a vacation? hmm.. mama said that we are going to Singapore this Friday,3 June 2011! Me and my family are going to enjoy it. hope so. Firstly, my family had planned a vacation with our cousins. but its all cancle. because of i don't really know. so, lastly, we go for the vacation for our own.


Holidays.? Grrr.. many homework. so called "cuti terancang". Hate it. Plus with the folio's! Arghhh.. can we have a sweet holidays without the homeworks? Can we? I guess its all for right now. :)

Guilty Feelings :(

Okay, i hate this feeling! bencinya.. humans. always make stupid mistakes. and yes. i did it! Err. -.-
i know that im fault. Please, forgive me. :( PLEASE!
okay, why am i feel like this? i haven't like this before. :/ Grr.. this is my weird feelings. I cried for the whole day just because of this guilty feelings.

Actually, i already ask for him to forgive me. but why am i still feel guilty? ke saya yang lebih-lebih.?? mybe saya tak layak diamaafkan kan? Its okay lah. saya akan hidup dalam rasa bersalah jek. Thank You lah.
what can i do now is hope that he will forgive me.. ;(

Over All of My Life.

Heyyy, i really-really need to write here, in my blog. its confuse me. i hate this! why am i always have to feel this kind of feelings which i don't like it so much. :((


Yesterday, hmm.. i chat with my friend so called "bagaimana". Guess wht? he called me Darling? HAHA! he called me like that when i chat with him. xD. Its my feeling. why am i feel lke sometimes, i like him but sometimes i feel like i didn't like him. When i feel i like him, i would tell people that i like him. but if no, i would tell that i didn't like him. -.-


Okay, back to the main topic. my life? hmmm.. it is very complicated if i tell it one by one. Every day i feel sadness is more than happiness. The sadness which lead to cryness. and started to blame me, myself and other that are innocent.. sorry for that, guys. :(


But, i love my family which are very kind and love me very much. :) I love them. They motivated me and give me a new spirit when i feel give up. and they are also the place where i   tell they about all my problems. Anyway, i love you Mummy, Abah, Amani, Luqman, Syaqira and Syamsinar. Sheena, i love her like my own sister. Remember that, Adik. :)
That's all i guess. Byee. ;)

Awhh.. i love you guys! Thank you yea! :D 
I love you all till the end of my life. :)

Jalan-Jalan Cari Makan. xD

Today, 28 May 2011, was the day i went to Pavillion, Kuala Lumpur. ohh.. i didn't went there for so long.. I'm glad that i was reached there just know. HAHA! We went there, just to celebrate mummy's b'day and mum and dad's anniversry. we went and ate at TGI Friday. what an expensive restaurant. :O HAHA i ate something like a garlic bread. its so delicious! yummm. and im bloated! =.='


After finish eating, we just walked around in the building. i just can see. but can't buy it. =.='
too sad. then, we stop at Baskin Robin and ate some ice-cream. awhh.. i love that! The best part is we went to a shop that have ipad, iphone 4, iMac, and ipod! hahaha
love the ipad and the iphone 4! such a smart one! :D We went to phone shop too. awhh. :)
i want the Xperia Mini. Please. can i? if i ask my mum, i know what is the answer. The answer is NOO!! >.< then, we watch justice league's show too. awhh. that was great. :D


Over all, i love today's activities! Thank You, Mummy and Abah! 

Worriness.

You know what am i feeling right now? i feel so sad! i had just received a bad news. and i've cried after heard that news. it is freaking sad. because it is the person that i love. T.T


but im not sure whether what he said was true or he was just fooling around me? but he seem serious. Ya Allah, please help me. i love him. he is important for me. whatever it is, i have to be strong. i will pray for you. Allah tidak pernah tidur. Saya yakin Allah akan mendengar doa umat-umatnya. Saya akan selalu mendoakan dia. Just, be strong. :)

27 May 2011 (Hari Guru Celebration) =)

Firstly, i thought of not going to the school for the hari guru celebration. But i change my mind as i knew that my lovely sister go. As today school is only on one session that is morning session. :) 


As i reached the school, grr.. its raining. and we have to naik 1st floor. yea because its raining lah kan? and the most boring things is we have to hear all the teacher's ucapan. Grr.. dah lah panjang-panjang. -.-' but the most interesting part is all the performers! Awhh. all is the best! :D Especially the band! The Drummer, Gan! You are really awsome.. Great performers you all. 


After the recess, i went came nearer to my sister! and we were just talking, talking and talking. :) awhh. And im talking much with Rusydi too. Aww.. miss that momments! :D 


Loitering with sheena and Rudy is the most happening thing. Rudy haha.. he is always following me and sheena from the back. Rudy, awhh.. he said that i'm cute. Thank youu, adik.. 


The conclusion is, today was the awsomest day ever! thank you everybody!
thank you rudy, sheena and banyak lagi lah. Oppssyy, i forgot to say something. Happy Teachers day to all my dear teachers. I love you (but not all lah) :P

26052011! :)

Today is Thursday. The day we was free from the examination. :) and the teachers didn't enter our class! So, we were 'HUHAHUHA!' And me and my friends were just talking nonsense when we were in the class. Hahaha.. and today is also the day that i received my science exam's paper. yeaa. i only got A. its not enough for me though. -.-' 


When we were in the class, many funny stuff happen there. Awhh. Jasper AUUU. HAHA so called 'Alien' because of her weirdness. :P I just said to him that he is weird. and suddenly, he came nearer to me and he whispered "Im an Alien" Grr.. -.- 


Awhh. HS! :D he suddenly came to me and my friend. He tell something bout uhm.. i can't remember what he did told us this morning. =.=' He saw the stikers that he gave me. i stick in on my calculator. I said to him. cute kan? HAHAH! I don't know whether he use or not the present that i gave to him. Hehe.. Ehh, He is so sweet without the specticals. :D Thank you for making my day way better. :)

The Person That I miss the Mostt!

ehh, you know what? i feel like i always wanna write in my blog. My feelings is now okay, i miss many people right now. that is my own brother whom is at the asrama. :'( and i miss my adik angkat, that is Sheena. Oh, i miss her. she is nice and prettay too. :D Every time i got a problem, i told her everything and later i feel fresh! Awwhh. :) since cocuricular are finished, i can't meet her again as she is schooling in evening session. :'( and im in morning session. damn sad lahh. T.T
3rdly, i miss my silly friend, that is Ruuuddd. HAHAH! we just having a liltle bit chit chat but he has to go back home. and i pity with his condition right noww. he's accident bcuz of riding a motorcycle.
Lastly, i miss my bestfriend. lately, she can't always online bcuz of her laptop was missing or something like that. now, she is using her dad's lappy. HAHA! I MISS youu lahh. And last but not least, i miss my special one so called "Bagaimana" HAHAH! i will be missing him during the school holidays. Erghh.. That's all i think. :D

Friendship or Love?!?

Hey ya! i think its kinda long time i didn't update my blogg! as i was in stressed condition that was examination dayy. -.-'
Tell you what?? Why is the title is friendship or lovee? it is because im in complicated feelings right now. T.T
Act, lately, i am closed with a guy. since he disturb me by saying to me about someone that i likes before. starting from that, we became close. and im just kidding at what im telling him. Then, once my b'day arrived, he gave me a present and i feel like he appreciate me. and i feel like i should give him something too on the day of his b'day and yeah i gave him a wallet. and i can't believe that he liked it!
And you know what? i feel like i likes him. but i don't really know bout that. And i didn't realise that while im being friend with him there is a special feelings towards him. Omgod! =.='
but i think its better that we just be friends. because i know he would not have that feelings towardss me.
so, im not hoping at all. What for hoping for someone whom are not into me right? HAHA. but im happy be friend with him! Hey, thank you yea! :D

13 May 2011! :)

Guess what is the day of this date? Gahaha.. it is the day of my besties's birthday! :D
but it was bad that his birthday was the day of examination. Yea. but its okay. the story is like this.
On the bright Friday morning, i just came to him and said "HS!, Happy Birthday!" At the first, i thought i wanted to give him the gift but when i think back it will be okay if i give him after the exam which means after finish school session. :P

The Exam was over. and the bell already rang! Its shows that the school session was over. At that time, i was sat for Pendidikan Islam paper that was not really hard.. After a few minutes, i was waiting for him to get out from the class but he even spent more time in the class. Arghh. so, i decided to go towards him and yeah i go near to him! i said to him that i have somthing for him. then i was thinking to wish him again. but he then terus said thank you thank you and thank you, syafiqahh. and he also said that he thinks that i am not going to give him a present. but i said i just forgot to give it. Lastly, he said to me like this "I Love You, Syafiqah"
Omgod! i was just schocked at that time. he said that words to me? is it true? o.O and i just said back to him. " Aww.. i love you too. :)"
I was just blushing after he said like that! and was smiling towards myself. he already make my dayy. Hahaha.. even though that was his day of birthday. Thank you again, HS! I Love Youuu! :D