MY FEELINGG

heyyy. the reason i write in this blogg is because i feel like kinda hurt. Haishh.. why is it so hard for me to forget him? can anyone tell me? haihh.. and yess, now im avoiding him. and i have to do that but at the same time, i feel so damn hurt. >.<


Oh, god. help me. give me the strenght. Please. but at the same, i feel guilty towards him. you know why? it is because he is damn nice towards me. like he still talk to me. but i just ignoring him like that. -.-' He still tegur me. and why ehhh i feel so stupid. He does talk to me kan? and i just ignore him? like WTH?? zzZzz


What should i do right now? am i have to stick to my decision where my intention is to forget him? orr should i act like nothing happen or just befriend with him like before?  Ahh.. forget bout it. SPM is around the corner. i can't just always think bout him right? #kaybye. ==

Avoidingg.

Hello there! i think for so quite long time i didn't update my blog. its actually because i don't have mood to write here. and kinda busy lately. Okay, first of all i just want to say that im fine thank you. hahah.. 


my story within last month, hmm.. not much story i guess. busy with new tuition centre. and FYI, i just finished my monthly August test. -.- that was damn suck! ><


About my love story?!? err.. i don't have a love story. just a puppet love storyy. hum. the person that i admire now having his difficulty because of he is going to operate soon. so yeah im pity him. but somehow, i think this is the best way i can forget him.. he didn't come to school lately. so, i will take this opputinity to try to forget him. and even though it is hard enough, but i will try my best. and don't worry, its not your fault for not responding what i've tried to say. i know how your condition are. Its not that you are not important for me, just give me some space for me to forget you. And you are most important for me. 
So, what can i do now is just pray for you. andd hope the operation will be successful. i believe on you because you are strong enough. i know. :)

A day in Singapore. :)

3rd June 2011, the day i went to Johor Bharu for going to Singapore. :) i was like yeahh, im going to Singapore. its like unbelieveable. hehehe 


so, kita bertolak dari rumah on 8.00 o'clock. :)and reached there at about 1.00 o'clock. then, we check in into the hotel. Its just a low cost hotel. the aim is to save our budjet to Singapore. 


After done check in, we move on and we ate first at Johor. we ate just a simple food such as Nasi Dagang and Laksa Johor. we shared it. umm.. Yumm yummmyy. :D done with that, we get into the our car.




After a few minutes, we reach people's country, that is Singapore! hehehe. There, humm its not that cold but the weather is just the same as Malaysian. ==' its quite hot. Firstly, we went to the town. its just like KLCC. -.- the best thing bout singapore is their places are clean. They all throw rubbish into the dustbin. and i love thier diciplinary. 


We went to the town so called Orchid Road. There, we ate some ice-cream. umm.. i love that! And some photoshoots are been taken. here are the photos. 

 After done yumming ice-cream, we went into the shopping complexes. Ngee~ we just can saw it but can't buy it. know why? its because the stuff are very expensive. we can afford to buy it. so, we just take pictures there. :)

Then, we went to Arab street for a dinner.. we ate "murtabak" and Nasi Beriani. =) heheh. nice. i love the murtabak. especially the chicken murtabak. i have those photos but too lazy to put it.


At night,we just jalan around the Singapore and yeah kinda tiring. but its fun! Had much fun there! ^^

Its June! ;D

Wow! how time flies fast! its already June! The day of SPM is nearer. Okay, im scare about that. Because i think i'm not ready yet for that. :/ Eyyy, What's interesting in June yea? Nothing maybe. Just a boring month. April's and May have gone. April is my favourite month.


Its school holidays right now. Planning a vacation? hmm.. mama said that we are going to Singapore this Friday,3 June 2011! Me and my family are going to enjoy it. hope so. Firstly, my family had planned a vacation with our cousins. but its all cancle. because of i don't really know. so, lastly, we go for the vacation for our own.


Holidays.? Grrr.. many homework. so called "cuti terancang". Hate it. Plus with the folio's! Arghhh.. can we have a sweet holidays without the homeworks? Can we? I guess its all for right now. :)

Guilty Feelings :(

Okay, i hate this feeling! bencinya.. humans. always make stupid mistakes. and yes. i did it! Err. -.-
i know that im fault. Please, forgive me. :( PLEASE!
okay, why am i feel like this? i haven't like this before. :/ Grr.. this is my weird feelings. I cried for the whole day just because of this guilty feelings.

Actually, i already ask for him to forgive me. but why am i still feel guilty? ke saya yang lebih-lebih.?? mybe saya tak layak diamaafkan kan? Its okay lah. saya akan hidup dalam rasa bersalah jek. Thank You lah.
what can i do now is hope that he will forgive me.. ;(

Over All of My Life.

Heyyy, i really-really need to write here, in my blog. its confuse me. i hate this! why am i always have to feel this kind of feelings which i don't like it so much. :((


Yesterday, hmm.. i chat with my friend so called "bagaimana". Guess wht? he called me Darling? HAHA! he called me like that when i chat with him. xD. Its my feeling. why am i feel lke sometimes, i like him but sometimes i feel like i didn't like him. When i feel i like him, i would tell people that i like him. but if no, i would tell that i didn't like him. -.-


Okay, back to the main topic. my life? hmmm.. it is very complicated if i tell it one by one. Every day i feel sadness is more than happiness. The sadness which lead to cryness. and started to blame me, myself and other that are innocent.. sorry for that, guys. :(


But, i love my family which are very kind and love me very much. :) I love them. They motivated me and give me a new spirit when i feel give up. and they are also the place where i   tell they about all my problems. Anyway, i love you Mummy, Abah, Amani, Luqman, Syaqira and Syamsinar. Sheena, i love her like my own sister. Remember that, Adik. :)
That's all i guess. Byee. ;)

Awhh.. i love you guys! Thank you yea! :D 
I love you all till the end of my life. :)

Jalan-Jalan Cari Makan. xD

Today, 28 May 2011, was the day i went to Pavillion, Kuala Lumpur. ohh.. i didn't went there for so long.. I'm glad that i was reached there just know. HAHA! We went there, just to celebrate mummy's b'day and mum and dad's anniversry. we went and ate at TGI Friday. what an expensive restaurant. :O HAHA i ate something like a garlic bread. its so delicious! yummm. and im bloated! =.='


After finish eating, we just walked around in the building. i just can see. but can't buy it. =.='
too sad. then, we stop at Baskin Robin and ate some ice-cream. awhh.. i love that! The best part is we went to a shop that have ipad, iphone 4, iMac, and ipod! hahaha
love the ipad and the iphone 4! such a smart one! :D We went to phone shop too. awhh. :)
i want the Xperia Mini. Please. can i? if i ask my mum, i know what is the answer. The answer is NOO!! >.< then, we watch justice league's show too. awhh. that was great. :D


Over all, i love today's activities! Thank You, Mummy and Abah!