Funnyy and blurr situationn.. :/

Blurr situation is when he's always appear in front of me. when i'm nt hopping dat he will appear infront of me.

when im searchingg for me to see him or when i want him to appear infront of me, he don't appear infront of me. dats why im saying dat im in a blurr situationn.

And the funny situation or should i said momment i think, is when if ternampakk his litle brother. Ahahaha.. lovee to see his face. its nt bcuz of i have dat such of lovee feeling towards him. its bcuz his face is funny actually. hahaha.. he's nt as handssome as his bro. but he's funny.. :D 

Anyway, i will nt hopping dat he will lovee me cuz it will make me hurt. So, i just cn be his friend mybe if he want la. :)

Complicated Life!!

It had been 1 months i've started school as i'm in a long holidays. Since 2011, many things happend to me.
As example. i dunno why this year, the person dat i've really lovee him before, love to appear infront of me.
At the first, i felt like OMG. why la he is always appear infront of me. Felt likee so boringg cuz every time or should i said every minutes he appear in front of me. and i've hate him before actually.
But now... dat hate feeling are gone. whyy? i dun really know bout it. what i know now is, i can't hate him.
everyone said to me dat he loves me but i know he wouldn't lovee me at all.
But whyy? why is my feeling diffrent like when i'm in Form 2? why am i nt lovees him as crazy as i'm in form 2??
I'm in complicated feeling now. Someone!! please help me. ;(

2011?!?

hello theree... :) it have been so long i havn't post anything in my blog.
ahhh...today is already 1st of January 2011! ahh..time fliess fast. -.-
Hurmm.. 2011? ohhh noo.. it would be a harder year for me. U knw bcuz of why i said like dat? it is bcuz of it is my SPM year... i have to struggle to achieve my goal. I want to get a result of flying colours. :) I want my mum to be proud of me. It is because i always feel guilty towards her cuz everythinn dat i want she gives me but wht my mumm wants i couldn't give her.. and its for my futuree too.
So, nw, i promise myself i will study hard and would be a success personn. :D

Tiring day :((

haihh..today im feel so tired. Mybe bcuz im doing many works.
and now my head really dizzling now. Headache mybe. :(
andd my whole badann feelss ouhh soo sakitt.
andd i miss to go outingg and shopping.. Arghh... i want my dream heelss. :(
hope thiss weekend i can go to shopping complexes and buy something. :))

sad + happy = nothinn..

hey2. u knw why im giving the title for this post is sad + happy = nothinng?
it is bcuz i dunno how is my feelings right nw. :( it is mixable!
im sad bcuz of. it is nt sad act, but i miss someone.. and happy. Im happy cuz of yea.. x sangka i can met himm. :)) at the first, i thought that he wouln't came for the majlis and i knw dat. but finally he came and i thought dat it is just his kelibatt. And i dunno why, he dahh datangg but i don't want him to be theree..
Haihh..whatever lahh sya. Make it as a sweet memories..
And thanks for whom yang sudi dengarr my story. I appreaciate it! =)

Saturdayy, December 4. :))

Hey there! today is saturday.
humm..whats so interesting today?
today's schedule is only Majlis Aqeqah at my aunt's house, Auntie Erin.
ummm.. whats so special ahh during the Majlis?? hummm.. bcuz i met someone kott katt sanaa.
Upssyy...can't tell it whom. secret! Hahaha..
And after dat Majlis finished, we come back home and prepare ourself to go Mydin.
In the Mydin was nothinn speciall. I'm damn bored there..
And macamm x percayaa.. i just met him butt i already feel rinnduu dia.. haihh..
Dream onn, syafiqah! Wake Up! >.<

Its December =D

Its 2nd of Dec. nw! and goodbye November. See you next year! haha
hmm..whats interesting dalam this month eh?? It is myy favourite actor's birthdayy!
and arghhh!! hummm...i guess i have to start study but im so tired cuz of houseworks..
ohhh... i have to start study cuz of next year is my SPM year. arghh.. i can't decide it nw.
urgghhh..help me people! >.<