Funnyy and blurr situationn.. :/

Blurr situation is when he's always appear in front of me. when i'm nt hopping dat he will appear infront of me.

when im searchingg for me to see him or when i want him to appear infront of me, he don't appear infront of me. dats why im saying dat im in a blurr situationn.

And the funny situation or should i said momment i think, is when if ternampakk his litle brother. Ahahaha.. lovee to see his face. its nt bcuz of i have dat such of lovee feeling towards him. its bcuz his face is funny actually. hahaha.. he's nt as handssome as his bro. but he's funny.. :D 

Anyway, i will nt hopping dat he will lovee me cuz it will make me hurt. So, i just cn be his friend mybe if he want la. :)

Complicated Life!!

It had been 1 months i've started school as i'm in a long holidays. Since 2011, many things happend to me.
As example. i dunno why this year, the person dat i've really lovee him before, love to appear infront of me.
At the first, i felt like OMG. why la he is always appear infront of me. Felt likee so boringg cuz every time or should i said every minutes he appear in front of me. and i've hate him before actually.
But now... dat hate feeling are gone. whyy? i dun really know bout it. what i know now is, i can't hate him.
everyone said to me dat he loves me but i know he wouldn't lovee me at all.
But whyy? why is my feeling diffrent like when i'm in Form 2? why am i nt lovees him as crazy as i'm in form 2??
I'm in complicated feeling now. Someone!! please help me. ;(